特种人既疯狂日记

倒数开始

2011-07-01T12:49:00.002+01:00

OMG!! The last week here b4 I go back to Msia... I have being busy for the past whole month!! Totally exhausted just to rush my work and finished them on time... N I have finished it today... The system will be updated today and monday will be my last day to work in office... Phew...

A surprise for my dear daddy n mummy this time!! No failure please xDD Guys, thanks lots for ur time n I wanna c u guys very soon... Started to countdown now^^

终于啦...

2011-06-05T16:05:00.004+01:00

终于都考完试啦, 望左呢一日好耐啦... 考完试我吾见得开心咯... 依然食吾安, 坐吾乐... 星期四开始已经就系甘, 日日净系绿茶同两粒lindor或者饼干!! 星期五同姐妹们去点心, 都食吾多野, 响铺头度又吾想食亦都冇帶野返來食><今日依然係甘>< 我憎ACFI 202, 希望可以合格!!!!

期待下個星期姊妹們返來... 姊妹們返來之前等你約我, 我已經同你講佐我一個人响利物浦, 你约我, 我实应承你架 =p 依家睇你咋...

Dilemma

2011-05-30T22:37:00.003+01:00

要, 不要??

好, 不好??

有, 没有??

可以, 不可以??

Stop it Chloe stop it!!! Don't!!!! Don't!!! Never!!!! Please!!! U can do it for sure... Yes, u can!!! I thought I can keep it for long... N I juz realised that I m getting 'impatient' on it... OMG!! I m so silly!!! How well I can play n fool with this matter b4 but now I juz couldn't help myself@@... I don't think I can hold that for long seriously... It gonna burst one day I believe... N I started to believe in karma...

习惯

2011-05-29T23:51:00.004+01:00

每天都是一样的生活...

还要忍多一个星期...

看来我已经习惯了这样的生活,

一个人的生活...

一个人的生活, 没什么不好...

起床, 早餐, 复习, 休息, 然后再复习, 又休息, 还是继续复习, 晚餐, 看戏, 复习, 冲凉, 复习, 等睡觉...

一直重复再重复...

这样的生活没什么不好吖...

至少是有事情做,

不是白白过日子嘛...

联系上, 是好还是不好??

习惯性的关心是好还是不好??

习惯变成自然??

然后就很难改变...

很想继续持续下去,

变成一个习惯...

习惯会改不了,

好习惯不怕培养,

坏习惯想改也改不了...

所以是要不要?? 好不好??

2011-05-26T13:53:00.003+01:00

我知你听吾入耳架啦, 你自己睇下啦, 红色, 绿色, 中意一个人系吾系真系要甘盲目, 个个叫住你停, 你系都要冲过去, 小学生都识啦, 绿灯系行, 红灯系企......

尖峰时刻

2011-05-23T18:35:00.004+01:00

Still posting in exam period!! M i crazy?? Nah, it wouldn't take me too long to update a bit so doesn't really matter actually!!! I shall say T.I.M.E. F.L.I.E.S>< It's 23rd n the exam started!!! Alright, it wasn't too bad just that too much to write in the ACFI 207@@ Well, I have written all I wanted><

I m only having 6 hours sleep every night... The invisible stress... TT N I couldn't really fall asleep until midnite or I got sleepy very early n wake up at 5-6am@@ Not good!!! I hate life like this!! But I m pretty sure the life after exam will be the same... I seem like get used to 6 hours sleep!!

I still got 3 papers left... ACFI 2o3 for tomorrow and the ECON 241 n ACFI 202 for next week... Best of luck everyone especially my love ones!!!!

I 'texted' u but u replied me wif u were sick!! Made me worry about u@@ The worst part was it was 2am midnite!! I would have rushed to ur house if I haven't got exam the next day!!! Alright, I m a realistic one, no one is more important than my exam... N I m pretty sure u wouldn't want to trouble people especially me!! But did u ever know I will be very worry@@ Err... Alright, u r an adult, u know how to take good care of urself... U wouldn't like people to nag u all the time so yea... Take good care n best of luck to u =)

Err......

2011-05-19T22:43:00.003+01:00

在忍一下就过去了... 加油!!! 姐妹们大家一起努力!!!!

P/s: 你也要加油吖!!! 你说过 won't let me down 的hor... 我很认真的吖!!! 不主动跟你联系是想你主动找我... 想太多@@ 好啦, 是不好意思烦你... 不然你又讲我一直念><

聊天......

2011-05-15T09:43:00.003+01:00

昨晚, 跟一个很random的朋友聊天... 原本随便聊, 不懂为什么最后竟然聊了2个多小时!!!! 天吖!!! 超级pai seh耽误人家的时间>< 我应该是疯了, 太渴望有人跟我聊天了@@ 之前又看了一部电影, 感触超大!!! 惨了我快要变成不能跟人沟通的宅女了!!!

我其实很喜欢跟朋友聊天, 这样一来可以多了解他们而且还可以向他们学习学习... 我其实蛮欣赏这个random朋友, 他就很认真做事, 值得我欣赏的是他的魄力... 认真的人是最有魅力的 =p 他, 有着一种hmm不懂怎么说是会吸引我去注意的元素, 或许是他之前告诉我的一件事让我好想去了解更多的他... 当然每个人都有着不同的故事, 不是每个人都愿意透露更多的自己让别人知道... 你愿意讲我愿意听=)

在他的身上更是让我发现到一个很多人都想要的东西... 其实是一种性格... 对待别人的一个态度, 想必如果当真应该没什么好嫌弃的吧... 他说得很理所当然, 我是觉得他的确如此, 不过没有多少人可以像他这样, 这时心里又在想我何时才能拥有这样的一个... X差一点被偷取了><危险危险...

但讲到后来, 他讲了一个东西我蛮在意的, 差点儿惹毛我, 不懂为什么那个时候就觉得我真的很在意这个事情>< 可能他觉得没什么吧... 我很肯定的是我开始在乎那样的一个言论了!!! 或许我想太多也可能我过于执着某件事>< 竟然做了一件很幼稚的事情, 希望他不要介意就好... 很久也没有这样没礼貌对待别人了... 其实这样做是要让对方知道我开始介意了, 不想讲气话所以选择这样的解决方式... 我可能开始在乎这个东西了, 这个random朋友在我心里的位子和接下来的... 我挺喜欢这样的一个朋友, 不懂他觉得怎样咧...

测验结果如下:

2011-05-09T21:24:00.004+01:00

女性阳光型:

你的個性已經超脫了女強人的陽剛，有時候表現為大大咧咧不拘小節，也會被人認為有點沒心沒肺，你可能認為是性格使然，其實你的大腦性別男性化的一部分占了主導地位，細節上可能並不讓人覺得陽剛過度，反而會覺得隨意性太強。此外你在理化科目方面可能表現非凡，不過你倒也並不會異常刻苦學習。

診斷：男性型女孩在異性眼中會別有一番 ”迷糊 ”風味，男生和你相處的時候很少覺得不自然，反倒相談融洽。所以不必擔心沒有異性緣呢。

P/s: 形容到超贴切的咧!!!! 也超级赞成最后一句: 不会异常刻苦学习 xDDD 考试period, 尽力就好><

我們調情，我們曖昧，卻永遠不要相愛??

2011-05-07T14:54:00.002+01:00

我們都是世俗的男女，我們懷疑愛情、害怕愛情、否定愛情，但我們都不可制止、無一例外地渴望和期待愛情。在這個躁動的時代裏，在生活平靜的表層下，暗潮洶湧。在我們衣著光鮮的外表下，都包藏著一顆不安分的心。知書達禮、溫順乖巧的外表下藏著的是一顆顆動蕩不安的心，隨時期待著不平常的事情發生，隨時准備打破原狀，時刻等待著反叛或出軌。而我們又必須承認自己野心勃勃卻又膽小如鼠，盡管我們會有一千種一萬種美妙的假設，卻仍然老老實實地蹲在原地，止步不前。我們舍不得小心翼翼打造的那些幸福，我們更害怕那些責任的束縛，情感的糾纏。

在某一個時刻，你可能會在某個瞬間出現，在我生命裏停頓或逗留，我們調情，我們動情，但是我們永遠不要相親相愛。

　　我們可能某一天，在一個陌生的街頭擦肩，你不認識我，我不認識你，但我們都被對方吸引，我們深深地對視，或者不停地回頭，我們用眼神交流，但最終消失在人海。僅此而已。

　我們可能邂逅於某一段旅途，我們萍水相逢，但相見恨晚。於是，我們暢所欲言地交談，我們放肆地快樂，我們在對方面前表現得幾近完美，從對方那裏，我們甚至找到了一種青春的複蘇。然而，我們也只不過是旅伴。僅此而已。

　　我們可能相遇在不知名的酒吧，酒吧裏纏綿的音樂，曖昧的燈光，我們素昧平生，我們彼此端詳。然後，你走過來對我說，我們可以聊聊嗎？於是，我們說一些模棱兩可，似是而非的話，我們互相調笑，然後，各自離開。僅此而已。

　　我們可能是相識多年的朋友，各有家室，但卻有著淡淡的感覺在心頭縈繞，我們稱兄道弟，或者稱為紅顏、藍顏知已，我們無話不談，我們互相關心，我們心照不宣，但是，我們始終不道破這一種關系，在有生之年裏，就這樣氤氳。僅此而已。

我們也許是上下級關系，我們有著一種若有若無、若即若離的默契，我們了然於心，但又不動聲色。僅此而已。

我們可能結識於虛擬的網絡，隔著屏幕，我們被對方的語言或者某種特質吸引，我們不見面，不說話，不知道對方的容顏，卻有一種感覺在彼此之間無聲地流淌綿延，我們覺得對方和自己是那樣的靈犀相通，我們甚至覺得對方就是我們最壓韻合拍最適合的人，但是，我們不要走下網絡，因為，現實生活中，你不是王子，我也不是公主。僅此而已。

　　我們需要愛和被愛的感覺，喜歡那種夾雜著愛與喜歡的曖昧感覺，那種除了彼此沒有第三者能體會到的那種淡淡的苦澀與惆悵，隱秘的快樂與歡喜。

　　我們相愛，愛那種在愛裏沉溺、在愛裏輾轉、在愛裏享受、在愛裏思念、甚至在愛裏哭泣的過程，但卻不愛收拾愛情遺留的一地雞毛。
　　僅此而已，適可而止。

　愛情是多麼複雜而又瑣碎的東西，我們明白，所有的愛情，不管一開始是多麼新鮮和甜美，到最後都會變成傷害與沉重。

　　我們都是曾經滄海的男女，所以，都學會了對愛情退避三舍，學會遠離生命裏那些原本可以躲避的傷害，我們已經失去了對於愛情，奮不顧身的勇氣。因為，我們都明白，愛情是能傷得住我們的唯一武器。

　僅此而已，適可而止。

　曖昧就是平淡生活裏的激情調劑，身在其中，把握火候，其樂無窮。但調料終是不能當飯吃。愛情就像煙和酒，少點可以逸情，多則傷身。所以，我們調情，我們曖昧，卻永遠不要相愛。

又一个心理测验的结果@@

2011-05-04T18:42:00.003+01:00

玩了一个心理测验, 关于心理活着几个恋人, 测验结果竟然是:

當你停止愛一個人的時候

他的記憶就完全被你粉碎掉了

你能如此的絕決是因為你的不愛並非一時的沖動

而是一件件事情的總結

也許有的時候你也會想起來偶爾的溫暖

但你心裏堅定的理由能讓你不會因為懷舊而回頭

因此..

與你投入一段戀情的人是世界上最幸福的人

因為你的睿智能讓你開始每段戀情的時候全情的投入

百分百心裏只有對方

沒有他人

真的是酱吗?? 我不懂咧, 或许咯, 看看倒霉的那个是谁......

Exam period AGAIN!!!!!

2011-04-13T09:22:00.003+01:00

真的是哦不知不觉又到了考试period leh>< 我的year 2好像过得特别快!! 好事来的anyway... 每次到了exam period我就有一股无形的压力... 很早起来而且有发恶梦!!! 恶魔恶魔恶魔!!! 离我远一点plz!!!! 梦过了就算了啦为什么都是同一种东西出现在我的梦里TT

自从上一次见面过后到现在应该是有3个月了hor, webcam见不算>< 这次的见面没有特别期待反而是很害怕, 害怕... 害怕什么我不懂... 左思说终于有人克得到我了... Probably>< 在这三个月里面做了一个重要的决定, 其实要狠起来决定放弃真的不容易... 但是我做到了!!! 也是一个朋友的话让我领悟了不然我决定我依然是在执着... 执着只会让我浪费更多的时间去发现身边更美好的事情...

平常心面对吧^^

2011-04-12T11:02:00.002+01:00

我很想见你...

但是我却很怕见到你......

2011-03-16T18:20:00.002Z

#天秤座#的情感世界：虽然自己就是这个星座的，可我还是不敢百分之百的保证我了解自己！天秤座的没有安全感，会影响到他的感情，一开始对爱是有所保留的，不回短信不接电话不是真正的不想理你，只是想考验一下你的耐心而已，天秤最需要爱的照顾。

BAD weekkkkkk

2011-03-16T10:49:00.005Z

I was ILL!!!! OMG, i was ill rite after the mid term exam... Is that the signal to tell me that I have to take a good rest har?? N the worst one was I accidentally cut my lil fore finger><

ERRRRRRRR... I m totally busy to come here not because of I have abandoned here... I should have to update more frequent so that my loyal readers will get to noe more about my life... Alrite, stay tuned... I will update more about shortly...^^

Thank you=)

2011-02-05T11:14:00.002Z

I, owaiz, when I m emo, when I m down, u gals r owaiz there for me...

It's not easy to get such good frens especially in foreign country, I m juz so hapee to have u gals...

I noe what I shall do, I need time to change...

I hope to change to a better one n that is really depend on the way I think...

I noe what r my weaknesses n I shall build up certain kind of attitude so that I will not keep on suffering...

N yeah, again frens, thank you for letting me noe:))) I m owaiz appreciate

2011-02-04T12:27:00.000Z

我说我爱你, 够份量了吗?

我努力试探你, 接受我的真心可以吗?

我太过爱你, 你会被我吓怕不是吗?

2011-01-30T11:14:00.001Z

摒住呼吸

告诉他

我是多么地中意他

没有害怕

2011-01-28T13:13:00.003Z

I wan to go a place...

A place where I wanted to go...

To go to find an answer that I wan...

I wan to be make sure I've made the right choice...

Thinking the stupid stuffs while I m blank... I m blank bcoz of the stupid stuffs... I'm juz not so chloe... I m juz acting like an extraordinary chloe... Chloe Tan wat's wrong wif u?? M I used to b a person like that?? I don noe... I cant understand myself sometimes... I nid someone else to lead me as well... I m juz sick of the life to be single... Someone who is juz there for me when I m tired... Can u b the one plz??

A bit update after exam:)

2011-01-28T12:53:00.003Z

Have neglected my blog for nearly a month bcoz I was super duper busy for the exam>< ARGH!!! The bloody period has passed... N now I m nearly again enter into a new busy sem 2... N works r getting tougher n tougher... I shall spend more time on studies... Well, I din spend much time on playing though... I got to work== My work is juz killing me... I wan to quit but I cant... N the next tough job is coming soon... GOSH!!!! The main reason I wan to choose to study in UK is becoz I would have more private time to do my own stuffs... If I were studying in KL, for sure I have to fly back to Twu every single term break n holiday== Even now, I need not fly back but my holiday is fully filled wif works!!!! Phew~~ I m so looking forward for the home coming of yE n gua gua^^

S.T.A.R.T of 2011

2011-01-02T09:52:00.003Z

Unsurprisingly, I ended my year 2010 in my dream n started my year 2011 in my dream... Didn't go anywhere to countdown?? Nope... UK ppl don really play fireworks on new year eve actually... Some more, I m living in this poor city... Budget for fireworks has all being spent on bonfire nite I guess... N we r juz 2 weeks around the exam... So, ntg much to celebrate for the new year... It will be a tough year yet fruitful year hopefully... I have kept myself 'isolated' I think... Stay at home alone TO STUDY apart from going to work... N the funniest part IS the 1st person I met in this new year is Sophia n it was thru webcam... Ahahaha!!!! No matter how u celebrate ur new year, 2011 is a new start, what has passed we can only let it b... The most important thing is we shud face the future wif joy n appreciation:)

E..N.D. 2010

2010-12-31T20:22:00.003Z

The laz day of year 2010... Mixtures of feelings...

2010 was a great year for me... Ignore the lil sad part...

Overall, I enjoyed the yearn have fun in UK...

I would like to say, hapee or sad is juz how r u looking at it...

The 1st time I have had no feelings towards the new year...

2011, tough year for me, unexpected bunches of work will have to deal wif...

I will add in the works to season my life... Hopefully, it would b tastier xD

E.N.D of 2010 doesn't mean that end of happiness it will be the E.N.D of sadness:)))

P/s: Hapee new year n all the best to everyone who I care^^

Merry x'mas n a hapee new year:)))

2010-12-28T17:27:00.003Z

After spending 5 days 4 nitez in Cardiff, the x'mas gathering wif part of my twu mates ended... So sad:((( I was so hapee to meet all of u guys there of coz... N i muz say that it is owaiz not easy to hold a gathering for 10++ ppl... Shaw kang, good job...

23/12- 1st arrived in cardiff... OMG!! My train was cancelled... Luckily I went to the train station earlier n I managed go to the previous train... Thx god... However, I nearly wait for 1 hour in Crewe for the train to Cardiff><

24/12- We went to a small town... I cant really remember the name but it is not far away from cardiff... Lovely peaceful small town... I like the place but it muz b great to travel during summer... After that, we all prepared for the dinner... Scrumptious dinner yea... Even though we met some troubles while preparing for the food, thx for everyone cooperation, we still manage to get all food to be served... After the dinner, we have had secret santa session, which was an gift exchange activity, i was arranged to buy gift for jill, n so lucky, i got bowl n plate from jill as well... Wow so good... The bowl n plate r so special n lovely but I scare crockery... I still manage to bring them back without spoiling them:))) Geng!!!

25/12- We slept to late the previous nite so we woke up at the afternoon n went to erica's place at 3pm... We were having steamboat at nite so we have to prepare as well... Some of them went for a walk n some stay at home n prepare for the dinner... Wow, another scrumptious dinner as well... After that they r all having alcohol session again... Ahahha!!!! Owaiz 不醉不归...

26/12- Boxing day finally... However, all the shops opened at 11am>< I only manage to get a bag n a blazer from zara... Ahaha!!! I tot i gonna spent lots... Nvm... Help me to save lots:)))

27/12- Laz day of the trip ady... Sad... We went for ice skating in the morning... OMG!! I was too scare to fall down so keep on holding my frens><><

P/s: Guys, Im so hapee n enjoy it... Thank you very much n hope to c u guys again:)))

2010-12-23T00:02:00.002Z

顺其自然就好

2010-12-17T10:23:00.002Z

1.对付虚伪的人，不是骂她，不是拆穿她，而是让她继续悲哀地虚伪着，然后装作什么也不知道。那么慢慢地，很多人会主动跑来告诉你她有多虚伪。

2.对付自私的人，不是恨她，不是不理她，而是渐渐远离她，从心底远离她，然后装作什么都不知道。如果她去找别人，那么你会发现，很多人都远离了她。

3.永远没有一个人是你离不开的，现在离不开的，不代表永远离不开。没有什么是你放弃不了的，你不放弃的可能会先放弃你也说不定。

4.除了父母，没有什么人是不求回报的。恋人对你好是以爱情和谐为前提的，朋友对你好是以共同利益和消除寂寞为前提的。另外的人，就更不用说了。

5.一个人生活虽然很难，但也必须学会一个人，不要轻易依赖别人。这是为了防止你身边的人都离开的时候，你还可以好好活下去。

6.生病的时候，自己要重视自己，不能等着哪个谁来重视你。等到那时候，你会发现自己不管是身体还是心灵都已经很难受了。

7.独自异地求学，要学着多和父母联系沟通，要学着多听长辈的话。要学着忍耐，没有什么是你忍不了的，别人再错，也犯不着拿别人的错误惩罚自己。

8.别人和你说的话，不管出于什么初衷，能信但不能全信。但是，别人说的时候，尽量认真听，仔细回应，这是对人的尊重。

9.不要轻易试探你的好朋友，要不你不是很失望，就是多了个“神经病+想太多”的帽子。

10.不要轻易对人多愁善感，就算你是真的多愁善感。别人可能不能理解你的多愁善感，也没这个义务和责任。这样的话，你想的发泄就变成了自取其辱和加深痛苦。

11.在任何状况下，不能玩弄别人，玩人必被人玩。你再有心眼，也不是最厉害的那个。

12。不要去抢属于别人的利益，但也不能纵容别人抢自己的。这是原则。

13. 没有必要去嫉妒别人的成绩，人缘，地位，奖学金之类。原因有五：1，别人可能真的付出得比你多，只不过你没看到。2，这些东西只能带来一时的满足，而不是永久的满足，不要也罢。3，这里面有你玩不来的游戏规则，玩的来的人也都挺累的。4，你有不如人的，就一定有比别人好的，静待时机。5，不争抢这些，你的朋友会更多。

14.能帮助别人的，尽量帮忙。不能帮的，别勉强自己。

15。对于喜欢和你对着干的人，首先要客观的反省自己，改正自己，消除自己的原因。其次，看清楚她是多么幼稚，让她一个人不开心好了。

16.对于和自己生活习惯不同的人，把距离拉远一点，然后各自活各自的，不影响别人，也别要求别人改变。

17.好兄弟，明算账。不要把账目搞地太复杂，钱是父母给的，不是自己赚的，要省着花。

恋爱12条

18.对待大学里的爱情，要客观的看。你们在一起，不一定要有一个目的和目标，未来是未知的。不要嚷着别人什么都对你负责。

19.不要为了摆脱寂寞，轻易在一起，要对别人的真心负责，要让你的爱对得起良心。

20.对待恋人要信任，要不就别把他当恋人。

21。两个人谈恋爱的经费，最好共同承担，女生不该让男生一个人承担。毕竟他爱你，不是欠你的。这样，就算分开了，也不会因为钱的事尴尬。

22.既然是因为爱在一起的，就认真经营这份感情，付出能付出的，结果不重要，善始善终。

23.对于暗恋般的感情，没把握就别去捅破，时间久了，你就看淡了，成长了。

24.你爱的人也是普通人，懂得原谅他们犯的错误，懂得接受他们指出你的缺点和不足。

25。男生不要轻易说出与承诺有关的话，女生不要轻易做需要别人承诺或负责的事。学会在某种程度上，保护好自己。

26.面对别人不素的表白，耐心的倾听，不接受但尽量少的伤害别人。

27.即使爱的火热，也要给自己和对方一个空间，让你们看得清楚，活得自在。

28.对恋人的父母长辈朋友，表现地敬重而虚心。这是一个有素质的人该做的。

29.分了手，就别去打扰彼此的生活。见了面，不要苦大仇深，大方地笑一下也不会死

无题

2010-12-16T22:25:00.004Z

Alright, my dear peir was complaining I din update for a long time... So, I shud post a little bit about my life here... Well, I muz say... I have tons of work to do... Juz submitted the accounting coursework today... Phew~~ N tmr is the laz year for my 2nd year semester 1... Time fliessssss... OMG!!! Too worry about the exam><>< OMGGG... Din go for a long holiday this time... Going to cardiff to meet up my mates for 4 days... Shud b lots of fun yea... Looking forward:)))

2010-11-26T10:37:00.001Z

1.对自己好点，因为一辈子不长；对身边的人好点，因为下辈子不一定能够遇见！　　　　

2.对不起是一种真诚，没关系是一种风度。如果你付出了真诚，却得不到风度，那只能说明对方的无知与粗俗！　　　　

3.如果你知道去哪﹐全世界都會為你讓路。.　　　　

4.我喜欢你，很久了，等你，也很久了，现在，我要离开，比很久很久还要久......　　　　

5.纯，属虚构。乱，是佳人。　　　　

6.一个人只有一个心脏，却有两个心房。一个住着快乐；一个住着悲伤。不要笑得太大声，不然会吵醒旁边的悲伤。　　　　

7.世界上最远的距离不是树与树的距离而是同根生长的树枝却无法在风中相依　　　　

8.苹果最光辉的一刻就是砸在牛顿头上！.　　　　

9.爱情使人忘记时间，时间也使人忘记爱情。　　　　

10.分手就是不爱了，那些冠冕堂皇的理由，不是想让对方好过，而是想让自己好过点！　　　　

11.生活累，一小半源于生存，一小半源于攀比。.　　　　

12.不要让太多昨天占据你的今天！　　　　

13.如果说美貌是推荐信，那么善良就是信用卡！　　　　

14.不吃饭的女人这世上也许还有好几个，不吃醋的女人却连一个也没有。　　　　

15.失去的东西，其实从来未曾真正地属于你，也不必惋惜。　　　　

16.无论多豪华的婚礼都不代表幸福婚姻，两个人终生相处和睦与否和筵开几席、多少首饰全无关联。　　　　

17.如花美眷，也敌不过似水流年　　　　

18.广告就是告诉别人，钱还可以这么花　　　　

19.小三，除法中的余数而已　　　　

20.人生的大部分时间里，承诺同义词是束缚，奈何我们向往束缚。　　　　

21.力的作用是相互的，除了爱情的力量。　　　　

22.许多人在重组自己的偏见时，还以为自己是在思考。　　　　

23.生活中有太多无可奈何的选择。社会就像江湖，总是让人身不由己，言不由衷。　　　　

24.我们都是远视眼，模糊了离我们最近的幸福。　　　　

25.原来那么爱我的你和那么爱你的我都停滞在曾经的时候,爱情就结束了.　　　　

26.你若先走了，转身时就不要怪我也在背对着你　　　　

27.只要你的脚还在地面上，就别把自己看得太轻；只要你还生活在地球上，就别把自己看得太大。　　　　

28.如果你要考验我的耐心，请先把你的耐心准备好。　　　　

29.每个人都是单数...来时是...去时也是.....　　　　

30.在我们的爱情里，我一直扮演爱你的角色，分手时别问我为什么分手，问问你自己。　　　　

31.人生---下课啦..放学啦..放假啦..毕业啦..混够啦..老啦..后悔啦..死啦...　　　　

32.不能在一起就不能在一起吧,其实一辈子也没那么长...　　　　

33.古时候就有外星人的记载，因为丈二和尚摸不着头脑　　　　

34.一个人身边的位置只有那麽多,你能给的也只有那麽多,在这个狭小的圈子里,有些人要进来,就有一些人不得不离开　　　　

35.很多人，因为寂寞而错爱了一人，但更多的人，因为错爱一人，而寂寞一生　　　　

36.你可知上天是不公平的你可以選擇愛我或者不愛我而我卻只能選擇愛你或者更愛你　　　　

37.人人都觉得永远会很远其实它可能短暂得你都看不见　　　　

38.妈妈说人最好不要错过两样东西,最后一班回家的车和一个深爱你的人。　　　　

38.时间仍在，是我们在飞逝。　　　　

39.我允许你走进我的世界,但不许你在我的世界里走来走去..　　　　

40.我爱你时，你才那么闪耀，我不爱你时，你什么都不是

出现

2010-11-22T09:51:00.007Z

你的出现让我不知所措, 不知怎样面对你, 更不懂得如何面对我自己, 知己固然很难找...

但是知己变成情侣, 情侣分手过后还可能变回好朋友吗??

你可能可以, 可是我不能啊...

你想拥有却是不敢承认, 那是怎样啊??

我不相信你是那么的单纯

我不相信你是那么的简单

我不相信你不知道事情会重蹈覆辙

我不相信你不知道我依然是很介意的

我不相信你没有企图

只因为我太了解你了

很久

2010-11-20T14:55:00.003Z

荒废了这里很久... 生活很忙... 也不想你懂我的生活因为我知道你偶尔会来看看... Yr 2 不再像 Yr 1 可以relax relax... 我有读不完的课本特别是law>< 幸好生活很繁忙, 不然无所事事的时候就会胡思乱想... 我依然是打2天工, 朋友们都觉得时间不够而且很辛苦... 可是我总觉得我的时间要排得满满的, 这样一来对我来说是一种生活体验也可以磨练自己...

从马来西亚回来过后我总觉得自己变了... 变了?? 变得好还是不好?? 很明显的, 造型个方面是不同了... 态度和在对待任何事情上面也不同了... 或许没有以前的执着和脾气... 我不知到是好的还是坏的变化... 只希望是一直在进步... 不管是功课或是待人处事, 我都精益求精...

踏如21这个年龄, 我的心灵明显变得成熟... 很想安定地... 认真的... 不再是那3心2意的... 可是当我认真起来我觉得这并不容易... 越是认真我越是在乎... 在乎我的认真到底值不值得... 是我很怕输吗还是我很自私?? 我不懂... 可能是报应吧... 以前的我都是玩玩的, 现在当我要认真的时候, 却是没有认真的出现... 心灵好像很脆弱... 已经没有能量去对付不认真的事情了... 或许是很单纯的事情, 也因我的多心而变得复杂... 总之, 顺其自然就好....

2010-11-20T13:23:00.001Z

不拖手 或者都可称热恋

 一拖手 比咳嗽更短

2010-11-19T23:44:00.001Z

装作漠不关心你

不愿想起你

怪自己没勇气

2010-10-07T23:13:00.000+01:00

好吗??

可以吗??

Athena Cherrie

2010-08-30T16:27:00.004+01:00

When I was chatting wif my dear cherrie laz week, she told me that her fren from sg called athena will cum to twu to visit... This sounds weird, isnt it?? She told me that her fren tot she is in twu so she will pay her a visit... At that time, I didn't bother much about it coz I think it's true... However, when I told my dear mummy I started to think about is cherrie herself coming back instead of her fren?? Hmm... I checked in fb whether there is a gal called athena... Result shows 'NO'... It's so clear that Cherrie is coming back... Woo hoo~~ N yesterday she still trying to bluff to me by speaking english calling me using her own num when I pick up the fon... I din get tricked^^ Even though we din hang out for long time, juz a high tea, it juz make me feel like going back to Liv n chat wif babes n dears for the whole day n nite... Looking forward:)))

2010-08-27T16:31:00.001+01:00

请你不要阻我喜欢你

明明是爱但你未说话你扮作闪避

这个沉默冷静的你亳无办法处理

其实我亦怕是错摸心理

2010-08-24T07:58:00.001+01:00

我和你已经能成为知己

终可不可能相恋

我却怕未可以预见

2010-08-20T14:35:00.002+01:00

Can u juz don appear in my life??

I juz cant control myself to tell u XXX everytime I see you

2010-08-19T14:38:00.004+01:00

Congratz!!!

喜欢

2010-08-16T15:31:00.013+01:00

我喜欢你的傻笑

我喜欢你的傻样

我喜欢你的乐观

我喜欢你的单眼皮

我喜欢你的小酒涡

我喜欢你偷偷关心我

我喜欢你的积极精神

我喜欢你那乐观的态度

我喜欢你很快就接电话

我喜欢你鼓励我不要放弃

我喜欢你记得我喜欢紫色

我喜欢你认真打球的样子

我喜欢你被我打的时候不还手

我喜欢你记得我喜欢吃brownie

我喜欢你记得你对我讲过的每一句话

我喜欢你问我为什么虽然你已知道答案

我喜欢你用心地把我所说过的一切都记起来

我喜欢你知道我不开心的时候不问我原因静静地陪我

我喜欢你因为你是...

FACEBOOK

2010-08-15T16:46:00.002+01:00

I have been scolded for not having a FB a/c by my frens n teachers... SO now, I would like to declare that I've got a FACEBOOK A/C!!!

2010-08-15T10:17:00.002+01:00

人与人之间的默契

靠的是一份心意

就算不是天天联系

也不会有距离

给你

2010-08-13T14:47:00.004+01:00

你最近应该很忙也很烦吧...

很想帮你但却不知能帮上什么忙...

不想烦你但却很想关心你, 多知道最近的你...

从电话里听到你那很重鼻音的声音依然是开朗且有笑声的...

觉得你应该没事吧...

很希望电话响起时是你给我带来好消息...

祝: 事事顺利, 把全部烦人的事情给解决...

致士多萆梨最亲爱的小绵羊

2010-08-12T04:35:00.007+01:00

He's my lovely sheep... He is high skul mate... Nope... To be exact, I noe him when I was in S3... He is such a nice guy wif good knowledge of IT... Shud u have any problems, juz go to him... I noe it's too late to post this blog for him><><><

Now... It's not too late coz u r so important until I post ur photo in my blog@@

Hapee 21st Burfdae^^

2010-08-12T03:17:00.000+01:00

All the best to U!!!

2010-08-11T09:58:00.002+01:00

I juz want to go back to my lovely small room in St. Andrews Gardens

Even though sometimes I feel lonely there

Even though I'll think lots of nonsense there

Even though I have to do everything on my own

That's the only place I can keep myself free from everything especially from U

2010-08-07T10:28:00.001+01:00

是不是拥有以后就会开始要失去

Big gal don cry...

2010-08-06T08:23:00.003+01:00

Feel oh my god

2010-08-01T06:19:00.003+01:00

I shud feel excited now...

I shud feel released now...

I shud be hapee wif my life now...

I shud be enjoying my summer holiday now...

Touched down on my lovely small town, Tawau on 22nd June and started my working life helping in my uncle's audit firm on 24th June... N tmr 2nd Aug is my laz day of work... After tmr, I'm a free man!! Kindly look for me for outings!!^^ That's what I'm looking for~ a totally wonderful summer holiday in Tawau wif no jobs!!! I juz found that I'm not that eager to have a holiday coz many things cum to my mind when I'm free... Started to think of nonsense!! Why m I thinking of those FUCKIN idiot stuffs??? N those stuffs shudn't annoyed me!!

My gang of best frens have left Tawau this week, gone back to Miri... My dear Jill, Davy, Aubery n some other mates... I'm here to apologize I din spend much time wif u guys while u guys were here becoz I'm really busy... I'm not sure when can we meet again... Probably next year, probably after I graduated, probably 10 years later... But u guys r owaiz in my mind...

I met U!!! An 'U' which was one of my really good fren b4 n never ever b fren anymore...
Can u juz treat me as stranger n don look at me??
Can u juz don appear in front of me??
Can u juz pretend u din c me??
Can u juz go to the other way when I'm there??
Can u juz don ask about me??
Can u juz stop stalking on me??
Can u juz stop sending those FUCKIN stupid invitation of FB n XN n twitter to me??
Mayb u r juz thinking to keep in touch wif me becoz u juz simply treat me as ur fren... BUT,
Can u juz forget about u have such a fren called CHLOE TAN VUN FUI n delete it in ur mind PLEASE...

幸福没有那么容易,
才会特别让人着迷...

我真的累了, 不想拥有太多情绪... 以平常心对待一切, 我珍惜我的所有...

Speechless

2010-07-16T01:22:00.008+01:00

昨天下午有个陌生号码来电...我以为是我的姐妹... Who noes是一个很久没有见面的朋友在世界的某个角落打来的... I really never expect he will call me as it's been a long time we din meet each others><>

Hmm... N something unexpected happen at nite... I never think to meet someone at that place as I will not go there at nite... Juz go there to find someone n accidentally c dao someone... Well... Someone saw me as well... For sure many question marks in his brain n trying to ask ppl about my recent movement... SHUD U HAVE ANYTHING WAN TO ASK ME JUZ CALL ME N ASK ME OKAY... 要知道我的状况就直接打来问我... 不要在背后偷偷打听!!! 没有我的电话号码就来我家问我...

Expected busy life!!!

2010-06-29T05:37:00.002+01:00

I have expected that I'll have a busy summer holiday in Tawau... I thought I can few days free to relax n b a piggy... Who noes... I arrive Twu on Tues(22/06) I started to work in my uncle's firm on Thurs(24/6)... Some more is work til 9pm every nite... Chloe is juz like a robot...!!! Totally exhausted n no time for me to play badminton n hang out wif frens>< I wan to resign but I can only resign after all the jobs done... Oh no... TOO much dust in the office make me keep on sneezing n it's really HOT in m'sia... Luckily I work in an air-cond room... Phew~~ I miz my dears n babes in Liv!! As soon as my jobs done as earlier as I can resign!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Laz bit of my year 1 life~~

2010-06-12T00:21:00.019+01:00

19/09/2009 to 16/06/2010... 9 months!! I left my sweet home nearly 9 months!!! This week is my laz week in UK for my 09/10 semester year...><>

06/06- We went to yum cha at Tai Pan, a famous chinese restaurant in Sandhills, Liverpool n the moz ridiculous thing is we went there by train!! Haha!! The food was quite nice but frankly, I prefer Habour City... We went for some shopping n for a movie too... 'Sex in the city 2'... So so so nice n funny!!!

08/06/08- 活动: Scarborough一日游

参与的同学: 洪佐思, 陈克洛伊, 陈凯特, 陈车厘子, 涂南希, 张青瓜, 毛爱丽

10/06/10- We have been busying for the whole noon moving our stuffs to the warehouse... Phew~~The weather was quite cold n initially we planned to cook chicken rice but at laz we went to 'sap 下sap下 at 串一串 outside St. Andrews Gardens... Then right after steamboat, we went fro a muvee... Haha!! 2 muvee is one week... This time is 'Street Dance 3D'... Really nice as well!!!

12/06/10- I juz found that the life without all my babes n dears is really lonely... I went to Chesire Oaks alone... Geng!! It juz take one hour to travel but it seems like it takes few hours to travel there== I arrived at 11am n I done my shopping in 2 hours time... In this 2 hours time, I have spent omoz 200 quids... That nite, I have cooked chicken rice for 青瓜同学... Not bad lar... I like it... Keke!! N that nite was the LAST NIGHT I stayed in room 118A, St Andrews Gardens...

13/06/10- I moved to Nancy's flat, Opal Court bcoz my contract ended n I will go back on 16 June... Raining for the whole day... Busy moving things from St. Andrews Gardens to Opal Court... N oso yE's stuffs to her fren's home... Exhausted... Luckily we have got 2 whole n quarter 'chicken'... Haha!!

14/06/10- We have been busying doing '溼碎野'... Whole day gone... Laz day work in chippy as well... Gonna miss chips n SP chicken wings so much... C ya everyone in Sep...

15/06/10- We went to Formby... A nice beach at the outskirts of Liverpool... Even though it a sunny day, it's quite windy n a bit cold~~ Noob me forget to bring my fon wif me... N cant take any nice photos... The sand is really so so so so so so 细... At nite, we have dinner wif everyone at Bistro Jacques, French food... Nice though...

16/06/10- My laz day of yr 1 in Liverpool... Seems like I have get used to the life in UK... I have a bit reluctant to go back actually... Is not that I not miz my hometown n frens... It's juz I hope to stay long in Liv as I have been in M'sia for 20 years... Liverpool, CHLOE MISS U LOTS N C U ON SEP!!

A faz one!!

2010-06-04T15:37:00.004+01:00

Til now I still got those unrealistic feel... I have passed 10 months in UK!!! N I have finished my yr 1... Time really flies!!! N now I am busying wif packing stuffs!!! Packing stuffs to move?? Is to store in the warehouse n I'm going back to M'sia on 16 June!!! Really panic while packing those stuffs!!!! I HATE MESSY!!! But I LOVE my life now!!

New term by Joyce~~

2010-05-10T21:25:00.003+01:00

According to one of the accounting students in University of Liverpool, United Kingdom. We now have some new definitions for 'ss'... Let's c how does it interprets to...

Usually, 'ss' is defines as syok sendiri... However, under the exam pressure, our beluv Joyce aka zuo si defined it as:

free period: ss= syok sendiri

exam perios: ss= sot sot

Any different definition for this??

Square!!!!!!

2010-05-07T20:23:00.008+01:00

It's not the 1st time this kind of situation occurred in the 'beloved' library of my uni... Actually, the thing isn't happen to me but on dear Cherrie><>

The story goes like this: Cherrie's library record shown that the book she reserved can be picked up... BUT BUT BUT... When I went to pick up the book for my dear Cherrie, the book wasn't on the racks... AGAIN!!! Cherrie has told me that this situation happened to Joyce as well... N is the same book... That book should feel so proud of itself... Again, I approached the librarian n told him the problem... That's the dialogue:

Librarian: Iya!! U alright?

Chloe: Iya!! I've reserved a book n today is the laz day to pick up... But the book isn't on the rack... I need the book urgently...

Librarian: Oh right, can I have ur library card plz?? Let's have a look... Now, u have got 2 books reserved n they are both ready to pick up. One is today another one is on 13th... What I can say is the book might go back to the main rack... Can u have a look on the rack??

At that time I oredy noe that someone might take the book n 'put' it somewhere else... N it is impossible that the book will be on the main rack... Then, I answered the librarian in a rather loud voice...

Chloe: I have checked it on the rack but the book isn't there... N today is the laz day... If I can't pick it up by today then the reservation will be cancelled n I have to reserve it again n wait for another few weeks to get the book???!!! I have reserved this book many times n I owaiz cant get the book!!! What can I do???

Few students came to the service desk that time...

Librarian: Well, what I can say is the later u come the collect the book, the higher the possibility the book that is lost... U shud collect the book as early as possible so that to make sure that u get the copy!!!

I was really really really angry that time!!! What is the higher the possibility the book is lost??? Har?? Isn't take good care of those books is the job of librarian?? U shud take good care of the book until the book is being borrowed as u has sent me a notification that the book can be picked up, the book is available n can be picked up ANYTIME within the period!!! If the book can't be picked up in that period then wat for u give us one week to pick up the book?? N u shud noe that someone 'put' the book somewhere else... Can u plz find that book out or juz keep those reserved books inside until the particular student come n collect it??? Cherrie told me that those reserved books were kept inside n students shud show their cards when collecting the books... Other ppl will not have any single chance to take those reserved books n 'put' them somewhere else!!!!

Poor Cherrie keep on waiting for that book but the book is owaiz taken by others><>

101 to Mummy!!

2010-04-28T09:26:00.005+01:00

Hmm... Actually this blog I wanted to post on laz Wed but I have lectures that day n have to go to work>< 拖下拖下就过佐一个星期... Well, 迟好过无... Juz wan to greet my dear Mummy hapee burfdae!!! Really very sorry that I'm owaiz that inconsiderate n not listening to u... I will try to be good... TRY... Haha!!! When I go back I juz cook for u lar k... N ur gift n cake as well... 23June ya^^

No real one for u... Give u this 1st... Treat u a nice one when I go back...^^

100th Post to my beloved bro^^

2010-04-17T11:34:00.008+01:00

Started to write blog since Sep 2008 I think... After one n half year, finally, I reached my 1st hundred post... Phew~~ Really a long journey ya as I'm not really keeping my blog up-to-dated... Well, my 1st hundred post is published for my dearest brother^^

Uui bii... Hapee burfdae oo... Eyerr... The very 1st time I din celebrate ur burfdae wif u... Noe u sure felt disappointed coz no one bring u go gai gai n bring u ur favourite restaurant... Hmm... No worries... I promised I will bring the gifts back to M'sia n give them to u okay^^ Secondary skul liao lar... Muz study hard n take good care of urself ya... Luv n miz u owaiz... Muackzzzzzz!!!!

This photo was taken b4 I come to UK... Woo hoo~~ He wanted to play wif the girly hat n I still able to take a photo of this noob action... Ahahaha!!! Sorry ma... This photo really so so so funny!!

Plagiarism@@

2010-04-17T11:24:00.003+01:00

逃避，不一定躲的過。
面對，不一定最難受。
孤單，不一定不快樂。
得到，不一定能長久。
失去，不一定不再有。
轉身，不一定是軟弱。

P/S: I saw this bit in a forward email... So I juz do copy n paste to make it as one of my post.

CheezYYYY bake rice

2010-04-11T13:33:00.005+01:00

Oo... So hapee... My frens made nice food for me... Woo hoo~~ So sweet^^

Cheese baked rice^^ JENG!!

饭后甜品, Strawberry cheesecake, but I prefer Baskin Robbins the moz...

Easter^^

2010-04-09T00:06:00.008+01:00

Hmm... Easter day... Actually I'm not familiar wif this festival as I'm not a christian... I juz noe it as 复活节... People will give eater eggs as easter gifts to their frens n family. Well, even we r not christian, we have celebrated this day as well by giving frens easter eggs^^

Big Kit-kat egg by baby Cherrie^^

Pui Mun gave me this cute bear which the outlay like egg n a bear inside... So cute!!

Nancy gave us the flowers which 含苞待放... After 2 days, it flowers wif fragrant smell...~~

This Cadbury mini eggs is oso given by Nancy... Woo hoo~~ I have got a lot of choc to eat!!^^

My dear zuo si give me this cute sheep-shaped choc, she wanted to give me a cat-shaped but she cant find it... Keke!! I love this as well^^

P/s: Thx all of u for the easter gifts, I love this festival becoz I get lots of chocolates...~~ Everyone noe that Chloe love chocolate... Keke...^^

Liverpool?? Tawau??

2010-04-01T22:40:00.003+01:00

Still wondering shall I go back or stay back during my lovely summer holiday... This thing is kind of annoyed ya... Actually when my frens asked when can meet me in M'sia, I will simply say my holiday is on summer... I'm really hope to meet u guys especially those really close de... But u all in KL... I can only meet u guys in KL>< It is not possible for me juz go KL but not going back to Tawau gua... Go back Tawau really bored de leh... 好纠结ar... But I promised 爷爷that I will go back to visit him since he so 'sayang' me... Wahaha!! Maybe I shud go back in Aug then cum back in Sep... Not too long nor too short^^

Recently...

2010-03-10T14:47:00.008Z

It's been a long time I din update my blog... Our baby Cherrie, za yeng coz no new post to read wor...>.<

Well well well, after dear zuo si's burfdae, we have lesser activities coz Cherrie has mid term exam, we have group assignment for marketing... Moz of my time was spent in library... I wan go sing k n 'grab apples'...^^ Looking forward to the easter holiday even mummy's not coming... Nvm... I will persuade her to cum on the new semester year as I will move to a new big room^^

Even though the hand in date has been postponed, I still hope to finish it b4 holiday as some of my beloved group members will go back to their home country... We won't have time to meet and do assignment. It's the 6th week for the 2nd semester now... Time really flies... Autumn to Winter to Spring... I have experienced this 3 seasons in UK... The weather is pretty favourable this week as I can wear SLIPPERS n SHORT PANTS to class... Wahaha!! So hapee... Can put on sunglasses some more... Woo hoo~~ Owaiz plan to skip class to go southport but we never do that... Will go southport on this easter... Wahaha!!

佐思, 快乐鸟日子^^

2010-02-25T23:20:00.005Z

Oh dear Joyce, the very 1st fren I met in UK n is Malaysian as well... N she came to talk to me in the welcome event in Mountford Hall... She is precisely taking the same course wif me... Thx buddha for giving me such a good fren n coursemate^^

Owaiz in blur blur mode sometimes say lame joke make yE owaiz called her '小朋友'... Wahaha!! The very funny thing is har, her hands non-stop de... Things let her play dao~~ The pitta bread... Keke!! We owaiz so 互补one... I eat chicken skin n bones, she eats meat... We din waste chicken oo... Keke!!

Well, the moz appropriate word to describe her is- NICE!! Not only looks nice, figures nice, heart oso nice de oo... Really appreciate to have such a good fren like her... A special post for her for her 2Xth birthday... Keke!! 要习惯二字头的生活哦... Wahaha!! All the best to u!!^^

The gal in black is Joyce^^

Touch^^

2010-02-22T12:49:00.003Z

Oh, daddy call me finally... Daddy has been busying wif his work all the time... When I 1st came UK he still got call me n text me de... After few weeks later like forget me ady, no text, no call, no skype... Haiz.... Sad dao~~

The very suprising one is, daddy called me laz Sat(20/02)... Wahaha!! So hapee!! I though mummy call me actually coz he used mummy's skype a/c... Who noes when I answer the fon, daddy was talking over there n mummy is not at home that time... Daddy was home alone... Wahaha!!! So hapee... Keke... For sure, is not mummy ask him to call me de... Chloe felt so warm n touch even only a 15mins short talk... Wahaha!!

差一点...

2010-02-20T12:59:00.003Z

I have had a wonderful chinese new year even I was not celebrating it with my family... Becoz I have all of u guys...^^ Hmm... We were having dinner together continuously for like 3 nites I think... Haha!! Wonderful man!! N in the restaurant as well, dinner with Malaysian in Liverpool... Even though, we juz sit wif our frens lar...

Well, after 5 months I came to UK... That was the only time I nearly can't control my temper... I have changed lots since I came here actually... Didn't lost temper so easily like the usual Chloe in M'sia... I admit that I am an hot-temper person... But, I'm not those type of going mad easily without reasons... N even I get mad I oso wont simply scold ppl... I think is becoz of the weather that change my temper... Mummy keep on 'reminding' me don 开炮 here... Haha!! I think I wont lar... My EQ is quite low but not until that low lar... N my mood n expression could be seen easily on my face as all of u said... If I really mean it I will turn to a serious tone... Well, I hope to change to a tame person if I can...

除夕 n Valentine Day^^

2010-02-13T10:53:00.006Z

The very 1st time I din celebrate chinese new year(CNY) wif my family n frens... Well, I think moz of my frens r in Tawau now... Even Chia Pei in Taiwan oso back to Tawau ady, miz her lots.... N my moo moo!!! Err... Luckily I still have my hou ji mui in UK here celebrate cny wif me... We will have reunion dinner tonite wif the ever best cook-CHERRIE TAN's dishes^^ So excited wif that...

Joyce n yE so excited wif cny in UK n go shopping for new clothers for this cny... Wahaha!! I really wan to join de but... Hmm... I tend to becum 宅女 in this pretty lovely wonderful Sat@@ Seems like getting old... So leh, I'm now so free n relax at home typing this post... Keke... Later 3pm go city wif my dear Cherrie to get some ingredients for tonite SCRUMPTIOUS dinner^^

What a shame!! Dear yE cant join tonite dinner>.<>.<>

Valentine?? Haha!! I'm not celebrating this special n romantic day wif my dear frens... Well, I'll celebrate wif my DEAR MR. CHIPS@@ Well, for sure I will have a hapee date==

Paktohlogy by Chloe

2010-02-05T16:51:00.013Z

So hapee to receive a mail from u actually... Really great to hear from someone that u have already got a new one... Even though u din tell me on ur own lar... UK here really far away de wor... Line not good lar... I'm the laz one to noe>.<

Even though u 2 r couple now, u 2 for sure haven understand each other very well... U 2 might have a really harmony n good relationship in some circumstances... When the time becum long, u will find out that the feel of discontent becum stronger n stronger... 熬得过这关的话,你们可以说是真正的情侣了; 不能的话可能就这样没了... 听起来很化学不是吗?? 人于人之间的关系就是这么奥妙... 当一切发生得太快的时候你还来不及应变却要做出决定... 又怕爱说得太迟, 又怕此刻的感觉消失, 发现彼此了解还不深...

我敢说女人这东西真的是上帝创造出来一种最奇怪的'恩物'... 嘴硬心软, 口是心非, 做事不需要理由的... 太多了... 当然不是全部女人都是这样... 明明心里是介意的却装做一副若无其事的... 有什么好装的, 有什么坦荡荡的说出来不好吗?? 当别人以为真的没事了, 你却自己一个人在生闷气, 这又何必呢?? 女生生闷气莫非是要自己的另一半关心, 自己在乎自己, 不过这真的要适可而止... 偶尔吵吵可能可以增进感情... 可是日子久了后大家心里一定会有裂缝的再怎么的好也不可能再回到当初的好...

很老套也很罗嗦地说吧!! '信任'在爱情这门功课里往往是唯一的大道理... 既然你已经把感情寄托在他身上了你为何还要再猜疑呢?? 安全感这回事再也不是完全属于女生所有, 男生偶尔也需要安全感... 特别是有别的男生对女生频频示好, 你也许可以说男生他吃醋了... 女生不能怪男生吃醋因为女生是容易心软的, 是容易被影响的特别是女生感到特别无助和软弱的时候身边若出现了救星为女生排除万难, 女生的心往往就这么地被偷走了... 可能是短暂的好感, 女生总觉得身边有人可以依赖, 有人疼是件最幸福的事... 这件事我看得太多了... 不要为了继续而继续, 不要因为习惯而在一起...

For him: 试着放开胸怀去认识她的那个男生朋友并且告诉他, 你和她已经很要好... 他依然可以继续跟她做朋友, 不过只限于朋友... 而你, 虽然她已经是你的了, 你不能限制她的一切, 你不能控制她的一切... 你们是一对情侣不过却是分开的个体... 当然你可以关心她但不是控制她... 过分的关心只会变成一种控制... 到了要控制对方的地步不是很累了吗?? 女生偶尔需要自己的空间, 吵架过后也需要缓和期... 当然不是她叫你从今以后不要找她你就不再理她啦... 心平气和地想到底为什么会这样, 再看看女生的心情有没有平复, 然后把心里的不满全部说出来, 那不是很好吗?? 不再做无谓的猜测和遐想因为这只会把误会弄的更深...

For her: 虽然我不认识你, 可是毕竟大家都是女生, 至少会有女生的共同个性... 一次的耍脾气是可爱, 十次的耍脾气是可恶... 耍脾气莫非是要他关心你不是吗?? 那干脆等心情平复下来过后再一次过告诉他, 这样一来他就很明确地知道你要的到底是些什么了... 第一次猜测你的心思是很有新鲜感可是久了之后却是一种厌倦...

你也许说我是一个诸事八卦的人, 竟然你找得到我把你的事情告诉我问我的意见的, 我就会把我所想的统统说出来... 我没有强制你要听我或什么的... 而且这回事本来就事两个人的事, 旁人是不可能比你们自己更清楚你们到底想要的是些什么... 以后的事情需要你们的耐性和考验... Chloe姐也只能在这遥远的地方祝福你们^^

New semester~~

2010-02-03T12:40:00.004Z

Well, juz finish my final exam here cum the new sem... I like this sem actually coz at least I don hav management subejcts... Plus this sem only have a group assignment... Ya... Is a group assignment... Keke!! We r so kiasu n scare we might not get any reference books the time we nid books so immediately went to borrow books for assignment... But those books omoz finish borrowed by those ang mo... I do like management but juz hate to memorize those theories>.<

Went to Hull laz weekend... Really got Tawau har... Meet Tawau frenzy~~ Tom 很有斗湖的味道lor>.<>

YE have received Lady Gaga's concert tickets!! Can't wait to go liao ar... 24/2!!! The day b4 佐思's bird day... Keke!! Gaga urara~~

Reopen^^

2010-01-29T14:53:00.004Z

原来有人定时看我的blog wor... 竟然发现到我锁了blog... Wahaha!! 搞笑到~~ 就知道你有心啦...

Well, the exam is just OVER!! Argh!! 4 subjects make me suffer for one month... The very 1st time for Chloe Tan to be so nervous n take it serious for the exam ar... Study a lots... Everyday Harold Cohen library n 118A... Hmm... Really a big change in my life... No spoon feed teaching style anymore... Borrow reference books n study on ur own... This is UK education system... Well, the more u study the more u learn... 对得起自己就好... Carry out my responsibilities as a student^^

After exam, immediately start the new sem... Hmm... Nevertheless, we steal our weekend time to visit Hull... Tom is coming over for his interview as well... Haha!! Can meet my buddies up^^ ISM reunion again??@@ Haha!!

First post for 2010...

2010-01-18T15:18:00.003Z

It's been a long time I din update my blog... I think students who study in UK r busy preparing for the exam... Except the 'special' one in Birmingham don have any exam in this lovely January>.<>.<

Just had my 1st paper- quantitative methods for accounting and finance this morning... It's not too bad... But lots of calculations n the figures r so big until we think we have done it wrongly... Anyway, it has passed... No point to blame urself that u din do well... Juz put in more effort in the coming papers, don't it more useful?? So, frens come on, let gambate for the remaining papers^^Don give up any subjects plz, S. gor gor...

P/s: I have no time to tidy my photos for the x'mas trip n snowing scene... I will post it right after my laz paper ya...

The laz day of year 2009

2009-12-31T22:18:00.003Z

Time really flies... In a blink of eyes, here come to the laz day of year 2009... Suddenly, I felt like 时间不留人... Laz year today, I was celebrating my new year wif my malatz by having dinner at CJ's bistro n watching firework at yacht club...

Year 2009... A tiring year for me... I have had an important exam in this year~ a-level exam... The important exam that influenced my university life... Even though I was not very satisfied wif my result, I still manage to get into the university that I have applied... Departing from Tawau to Singapore, departing from Singapore to Dubai, and departing from Dubai to Manchester... Finally I arrive the place where I should come, LIVERPOOL... I really long n exhausting journey...

Lots of things happened in this wonderful year, sweet, sour, bitter n spicy memories all come to my mind in all of the sudden... Will not活在过去的回忆... Wat had happened really made me grown up so so much... 心灵上的成长I mean... 学会用另一个角度去观察这个世界... 不再做无谓的期待, 反而更努力的为设立的目标去奋斗...

20 years passed!!! From an infant that doesn't noe anything come to a young adult that can and must make own decision... 不要埋怨别人能给你什么,先看看自己有什么给自己... Juz like the role of an student, the only job is to study hard n 洁身自爱... I wont make any promises to myself of wat to do in this year as I noe very clearly that those are my responsibilities of being a student of University of Liverpool, as a granddaughter of my granddad, as a daughter of Mr.&Mrs. Tan, as a sister of my siblings, as a worker of Lau's chippy, as a fren if my buddies...

May everyone I noe have a hapee new year^^

ISM 08/09 X'mas trip^^

2009-12-25T13:36:00.003Z

阿头: 高佬

参与同学：大B&细B(娱乐两百分), 得意(国际导游), 克洛伊，佐思, 鱼霜，Ah Sap(醉汉)，Lolo，渴饿, 美男子

Today, my 5th day of my x'mas trip... I'm here now in Manchester... Really exhausted dao~~ The earliest time to sleep every nite is 3am... Ya... 3am... The latest time to wake up in the mornig is 8am... Juz slept for omoz 5 hours a day... Plus we have such a caliber tour leaderzzz ar... Lame jokes non stop all dayzzz>.< Really laugh til tired lor...

It's really a nice trip lor... For all of us from Tawau ISM 08/09 students to reunion...Well, nevertheless, merry x'mas to everyone^^

P/s: Tmr is boxing day... The time for us to gra cheap branded stuffs^^ Haha!! Gonna spend lots>.<

Exactly 3 months^^

2009-12-19T09:52:00.003Z

三个月, 说长不长, 说短不短, 在这个寒冷的冬天里, 我更是深深地感受到在国外的生活, 真的让我更懂得在外面必须好好照顾自己, 好好吃饭, 学会有规划地做事... 不是想到要做就做, 不然会扰乱生活脚步... 尤其是借书... Haha!!! Ya... 去library借reference books... 是要有tactics de lor...

天气很冷

我真得有想过要放弃在这里读书的机会

想在m'sia读书, 不用烦天气, 有车驾, 不用走路去上课

既然已经决定来这里读书我就会好好地留下来读

多次一早自动醒然后不回去因为怕睡过了时间上课迟到

不能看天色预测时间因为很迟天亮很早天黑

三个月里, 真的让我体会到了很多事情, 有时很彷徨很无助, 幸好在这里认识一群很好的朋友...

Appreciate^____^

一个人在外面读书朋友真的很重要, 珍惜你身边的事物吧...

Even 在同一个地方, 联络减少, 聚会减少, 友情真的会变淡...

工作忙的, weekend可以越朋友聚一聚, 在外地读书的, 回来也可以约旧同学聚会mer...

恋爱中的更不要只顾自己的另一半, 为爱情失去友情真的很不值... 你可能说我没拖拍当然在这里说风凉话, 不过我敢讲现实例子我看太多了...

不会再'洗脚吾抹脚'因为每一pence都是血汗钱ar... Haha!!! Although 有时还是会失控lar... Haha!!

时差导致没一次我们的谈话时间减少, 不过我依然每一次我们聊天的机会...

加上daddy很常out station, 变得很少text我, mummy很忙, 我们skype的时间也很短了...

哪怕是很简短的text我收到一样是很开心...

谢谢daddy mummy花这么多钱让我来这里读书^^

Yeah...生活

2009-12-11T22:48:00.007Z

I can't c the road clearly!!!

Cathedral... 看不见, 我看不见>.<

Wat was I doing in this wonderful nite ar?? Loitering around?? Haha!!! I think it was 124am... I was on the way home... Not go out 'wet' until so late juz back ar... It was b coz... Hmm... I went 佐思同学flat play play... Yaya... Play play~~ Haha!! Thx guys for sending me back at this late nite... Cheerzzz~~

九

2009-12-08T19:44:00.004Z

等待的感觉真的很不好哦...

没有期待就不会等待...

佐思同学告诉我,你越不想要,越讨厌的东西你将来越会是拥有,所以绝对不可以把话放太重...

而我,真的慢慢开始相信,也学会为自己讲的话留后路...

就好像高三过后,我很确定我不会继续a level,会到KL读college...

但是,我竟然在2008年的年头出现在ISM,读a level...

就咯... 也好啦... A level也不错咯... 认识了我亲爱的麻辣,下雨有你陪我吃肉骨茶,停电喝strawberry milkshake,下雨在我的车房谈天...

2008-2009,我的人生真是面对一个很大的转变,离开斗湖到利物蒲读书,一个没有很多熟人的地方,很庆幸地我来到这里认识到很多很nice的朋友...

两个月前的今天,我收到一封email,一个很久没有联络的你发给我的,跟你一起时候的片段陆陆续续在我的脑袋播放,曾经一度拥有跟你一样亲密的朋友不过最后还是觉得自己在自欺欺人,是把别人当成代替品吗??是我自己在介意然后把你当成陌路人...

Hapee burfdae to Brian WWJ^^

2009-12-05T12:02:00.005Z

大个仔咯要生生性性20岁生日快乐

A special post n nice photos for u^^

Photos taken when u r in Liv~~

This is wat Mr. B wore to sent me home that nite... His new jacket wif short pants, socks n slippers>.<

Ok, gao dim>.< 启程^^

Omoz reach my home, Mr. B has taken off his jacket n socks coz he said he's very hot>.<

去年今天

2009-11-21T20:18:00.003Z

21-11-2008, 去年的今天, 我又一次地在生死边缘走过... Supposed I was having my final exam that time, but due to my small intestine, I was again hospitalized n did the 2nd operation in my life... 就咯, 第二次动手术, 好像什么大病酱的... 人家割盲肠, 我割小肠... 我的盲肠早在八年前割了, 也是因为盲肠当时就是发炎然后破了才割然后才导致今天的后果... 医生说是无可避免的... 医生酱讲我就酱听咯, 我那里懂咧... 总之不要再痛, 我管你用什么方法把我治好的... 那一次我在医院住了大概两个星期吧... 手术过后, 我的胃口没有很好, 吃东西会呕咯, as when I was discharged, the doctor-in-charge told me EAT WATEVER I LIKE... But it was quite strange that I keep on vomit... My parents felt so weird n without hesitation, they sent me to SMC to look for the specialist... Again, at there I took x-ray, blood test n everything... The specialist said that the operation was successful but it was still not the time to take in food especially rice n bread... Rice made me easy 胃涨气... Too many gas inside my stomach n made me cant take in things n keep on vomit... If I followed wat the doctor told me EAT WATEVER I LIKE, I think SURE DIE de lor...

I cant change anything in myself... It's juz wat I have to pass in my life... It's a destiny!!! I cant avoid it... N this make me learn how to cherish things around me n wat I have had now... 死过返生让我更懂得幸福不是必然的... 而我就觉得现在越是幸福, 那么以后可以享受的幸福越是会减少... 你也许说我是杞人忧天吧... Hmm... 最近都顶着"幸福不是必然的, 珍惜所有"这个座右铭过生活... 努力过好每一天, 不要让日子白过, 享受我的大学生活...

60dayzzz

2009-11-19T21:32:00.002Z

2 months... Ya... Exactly 2 months since I arrived Liverpool... It's juz 2 months but seems like I have stayed here quite a long period ady... Passed up 2 assignment... Went to Manchester, Nottingham, Chesire Oaks... N I have oso work for 1 month I think...

21th Sep, the 1st fren, Joyce I met at Mountford Hall during the welcoming event...

3rd Oct, the 1st time I went Holy Jones...

9th Oct, the 1st time I was not at hometown for my burfdae n received my 1st very special gift...

12th Oct, the 1st assignment I passed up for my uni life...

16th Oct, the 1st day I work at Lau's fish n chips...

17th Oct, the 1st time I went to Manchester...

31th Oct, the 1st time I went to Nottingham n celebrate Halloween party...

14th Nov, the 1st time I went to Chesire Oak...

Really many 1st time in Liverpool here lar... I love my uni, my frens, my job, my 118A&13C??, my assignment>.<, n many many things in Liverpool here!!!

Enjoy ur life as well...^^ Cheerzzz...~~

死阿叉!!! FUCK OFF!!!

2009-11-18T00:09:00.006Z

妈的!!! Chloe姐不爽liao ar... 真的想发威骂人liao de lor... 死阿叉上accounting n tutorial的时候吵到!!! 老师在讲课你也在讲,知道你很热情对待同学,你想帮助同学mah下课过后去library讨论lor... 等老师讲完先你在"帮助"你的同学也不迟啦!!系眯吖?? 很厉害是吖??不用听课har?? 去当lecturer lar... 还要来上课?? 上课又狂讲话?? Joyce转过头回去看他, 他竟然吾知定, 继续讲!! 上tutorial的时候又博晒老命回答问题,回答问题不要紧,还要转回头来跟其他同学点头微微笑!! FUCK OFF!! 少打是吗?? 其他同学也发出叹气声liao lor... Whenever we wan to sit somewhere far from 死阿叉, he sure cum n sit at our back one... During tutorial he owaiz conquer the front seat... Next time we can only choose our seats after he has sit down lor... 我忍... 来了这里差不多两个月我还没有破口骂人... 不要到我忍无可忍的时候真的有好戏看啦... 我沉默不代表我好惹!!!

Would you be there??

2009-11-04T11:00:00.003Z

If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that's ok...
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time...

If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender loving care,
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
And never look back...

Would you be there to love, to be with me??
Would you swear that your love is always true??
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there??

If I am away, would you still think of me,
And wished that you could hold me now...
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
All the way ...

Would you be there to save my soul tonight??
Would you swear that your love is always true??
Would you say that you always be there??
To kiss my pain away..

Would you be there?? For me...

Have u?? Do I? Will u?? Shall I?? Can u?? May I??

2009-11-02T20:04:00.006Z

Have u been here?? Absolutely YES!!

When is it?? I don have any idea on it...

Wat's on ur mind?? I don noe... I noe u were looking me... I do purposely avoiding U!! Really childish lor doing this thing... But I juz don't feel like wan to have any 联系wif u...

I juz cant made myself to build a really good relationship wif u like b4 but I miz the time wif u...

I'm burying my own feel... 我又开始不懂自己想要什么了... I don wan to express my feel here is b coz I noe u will visit my blog... I don noe how often u will visit but I noe u have visited here... If not u wont noe about my life...

I'm thinking to close down my blog or juz lock it... So u will not have a chance to visit here any more... N I can express my feel freely... I have try my best to act as usual but I juz cant!!! Haiz...

Have u realise it??

Do I nid to坦然地 face u??

Will u care wat's my feelings??

Shall I juz act ntg??

Can u guess wat's on my mind??

May I refresh my memory??

温馨cooking nite at Nancy's flat

2009-10-25T16:23:00.010Z

Haha!! I wanted to post this few days ago but I was quite bc n the line was so suckzzz... So I juz can do it today... Keke^^ Nancy's court located somewhere near from my flat n oso a private accommodation... I like her flat becoz she has an attached bathroom in her room... Nice!! But the rent is kind of expensive... Really pai seh lor... Nancy cooked for me n Joyce... She can cook well too... 家常小菜^^Hoo hoo~~

Big bone>.<
Cheerzzz~~

I WAS THERE!!!>.<

2009-10-19T10:53:00.012+01:00

Manchester 一日游:

参与的同学: Chloe, Joyce, Nancy, Roy, Sam

领队: Charles, Brian, Arthur

MANCHESTER, a place which I owaiz eager to go... N... Finally, I went there laz Sat(17/10)... Juz a one day trip, but I was really enjoy... I luv the place n the uni n of coz OLD TRAFFORD-the stadium... Really got 兴奋de lor when I was there... Feel like wat to scream out loud:'M.U. ROCK!!!' Haha!!! Wan get in to M.U. de store but closed coz got match... Outside jiu can feel dao inside de match was really excited de lor... I owaiz wanted to buy the jersey but the store was closed... Suan lar... Next time sure can buy de... I muz go thr again>.<>.<

幸福摩天轮

Chinatown

M.U. ROCK!!!

又一年liao>.<

2009-10-10T09:57:00.004+01:00

MY BIG DAY^^

09/10/09, nice dayzzz, thx guy for giving me a nice n wonderful 20th birthday... I really appreciate it n felt sry to u guys coz u guys have spent a lot on me>.<>

Hmm... We went Nando's for dinner jiang... Yuan ben wan Thurs go de, but coz I was not feeling well then jiu Fri cai go lor... Pei Lin was not joining us coz she went to job ady... Sad lar:'( If I thurs din sick then we jiu can dinner together ady lor... After dinner jiu go home lor... Then I jiu do my stuff jiang... Something happen make me got to go down to my fren thr de... Then c they all still not yet back jiang... Hmm... Jiu stay there talk wif them a while lor... Suddenly they jiu take out a cake n sing lar... Got surprise dao de lor... N give me something special... Ya... Jiu special de lor... Then leh, we jiu got go somewhere lar... The place jiu ok lar, but laz week de better eh... Mayb the songs gua n got ma lat lao... FISH!!! So yukki lor... Then yuan ben today wan go Manchester oso cant go liao lar... Play dao too late... Sry, it's my fault...

Photos late a bit cai upload lar... Laz but not least, those frenzzz who greet me via msn n msg I really felt warm lar... Thx guy for remembering my big dayzzz... Those particular forget my birthday de u coconut liao... Haha!!

P/S: Someone owe me starbucks tim, don forget it ar>.<

Candy sweet??@@

2009-10-06T12:39:00.003+01:00

Sry ma lat Wee Jek, I have stolen ur phrase... Don beat me plz...^^ I juz lend it for my blog... Found phrase is simple cum suitable^^

Haha... I juz hear a good news from one of my very very good fren... I can feel the happiness oo... Hmm... CONGRATULATIONS^^ I noe u have been looking for a good one after that... N u hav finally hav a really good one... Wat I'm trying to say de is PLZ APPRECIATE HER!! 缘分把你们两个紧紧地拉在一起,所以你们更不该轻易放弃ya... I hope that I still can c u 2 when I back to M'sia... Keke^^ 两个人在一起最重要是信任和迁就...女生天生就是被人疼的ma... 所以咧,不用我讲你懂的hor... Wahaha!!

(29/09)1st lesson: Introduction to Financial Accounting

2009-09-30T10:14:00.003+01:00

Hmm... Finally start my uni life ady... Today is the 1st lesson: Introduction to Financial Accounting... It's juz start so I still can understand wat's the lecturer was talking about... The lessons was like my a-level biz studies... I mean the content... My class start from 3pm n suppose to be ended at 5pm but the lecturer explain so faz so we dismissed earlier at 415pm... Wahaha!! Many ppl fall asleep during the class oo... Joyce n me oso omoz de lor... Haha!! Some other frens oso fell like very boring of their 1st lesson... Wahaha!! So it's not us only ya... Miz high skul life neh^^

At Liverpool^^

2009-09-23T18:51:00.002+01:00

Due the lame@@ line here, I still cant access to the internet... NOOB!!! I'm here using my freen laptop... Really pai seh geh lar... Ok... I will upload my uni photos when I can use my internet line in my flat... For those receive my email, u r really lucky de lor coz I got think dao u lar... So plz check ur mail box reply my email lor... My all ma lat ar, take care n keep in touch ar... N the particular so lou ar, don miz me plz >.<

Laz 3 days~~

2009-09-15T11:25:00.003+01:00

I gonna fly soon... Now, let me show my timetable to u:

Thurs--> Depart: Tawau 0855
Arrive: Singapore 1125

Sat--> Depart: Singapore 0140
Arrive: Dubai 0450

Depart: Dubai 1435
Arrive: Manchester 1905

P/S: The time shown above r all based on local time...^^

Hapee Birthday to my Dear Jill Jill&teacher Ashley~~

2009-09-14T15:50:00.004+01:00

Hmm, actually I should post it yesterday, but due the surprise gift haven arrive so I today cai psot== Wed I jiu courier liao gift to Jill Jill de, Sat sure arrive de lor... Since this is not the 1st time I courier thing to Miri de lar... But Jill not at home oo so din receive dao... Hmm... So I wan wait until she open the parcel I cai post this blog lar... Haha!! Is ntg special actually, juz a sunblock... Ya, it's sunblock with SPF130++ Haha!! Y do I buy it as a gift?? It sounds strange wat... Jill everyday nid walk go bus stop doh, u noe how hot is the weather de lar... So jiu protect her by sunblock lar... Keke^^ As for teacher Ashley... We bought her a bouquet of nice roses, she oso felt hapee wif it... Keke^^ Jiu noe she like flowers de lor... Hope that she can faz faz~~ Haha!! Vivien should noe wat I wan to say lar... Haha!!

Late post- Graduation day+ Prom nite^^

2009-08-30T12:08:00.012+01:00

老鼠n猫?? Tom n Jerry@@

My pretty Econs teacher- Christy

Lower de starzzz??^^

Soft soft Maths teacher- Wendy

Pretty Biz mama- Erica

Leng leng upper- 漂漂??亮亮??

My dear chen pi>.<
Gangs of good frens^^

My dear has left:'(

2009-07-26T11:55:00.001+01:00

To my dear Jill Jill,
That day when u told me u wan go study I really got shocked... Omoz cry de lor... Many frens left n of coz we cant go shopping together n play badminton together drink milktea together... A lots of things that we plan to do in this holiday oso not yet done leh... N oso our "sweety project"^^ Haiz... U have to take care thr oo... U oso owaiz update ur space so that I noe how r u thr ya... I will owaiz try my best to update my blog oso so that u noe Twu things... Miz ya=)

SHIT!!! Cram again>.<

2009-07-24T03:54:00.002+01:00

I supposed I'm working at office right now... But y m I so free blogging here... Is b coz of my idiot gastric... FISH!!! Again again n again... Started from Monday, after badminton I went home n have my dinner... Jiu shi from that nite, my gastric was not feeling well... Fine, I take a med n juz let it b...

Tuesday morning, I wake up as usual n my gastric has recovered... I noe I cant eat much rice as rice will make me 胃涨气... Ok, my lunch I didnt take in too much rice... Tues nite we went to Golf Club to have dinner... Ok eat as usual, less rice... But the food r some quite spicy de... But I have get used to it... Nvm... But I really don noe y my gastric started pain again... SHIT!! Luckily I have brought my med along... Jiu eat med lor... Then jiu so hapee wan go pool lar... As we have been a long time din go thr== Go thr the ppl left liao war, door close liao... FISH!!! Nvm... We wait other frens to arrive... Who noes I start to vomit ady... I still thought is the rice... After vomit out the rice I really feel so much better... Ok then my fren jiu fetch me go home lar... Go dao home oso no pain... Haiz... Nvm... Watch xia tv jiang then jiu go sleep...

Wednesday morning, when i wake up I jiu felt dao really really really de not feeling well... Ok when I brushed my teeth I jiu vomit liao.. Haiz... I jiu noe something gonna happen de lor... Then I jiu don wan go work... 8 something jiang mummy jiu bring me go clinic... C liao doctor, doctor oso say fine, n should b recover soon... Who noes noon after I eat porridge I jiu vomit again... YISH>.< Mayb too oily... Then mummy xia dao bring me to clinic again... Then doctor give me an injection n ask me to rest in the clinic... After injection really feel better liao de... Then jiu go home sleep... But til nite vomit again... Haiz... Really don noe y... Then mid nite eat med then jiu feel better sleep til next morning...

Thurs morning, I tot I have fully recoverd... Ok, I eat as usual but all liquid food... Who noes noon vomit again... SHIT!!! I even cant take in med... I went to c doctor again... Doctor say after cram there will b many gas inside my stomach... He gave me a new med which is carbon... Carbon can assorb the gas in my stomach... Ok then jiu went home eat med... Who noes in car I keep on vomit non stop... My sickness really get worsen.. I really scare I gonna b hospitalised like laz time... Haiz... Vomit vomit vomit!!! But nite after take in med jiu din vomit liao...

Fri... Today... I really feel much more better... I think those gas hav cum out from my stomach... I really hope to recover soon... I go to go airport tmr!!! So I muz recover today!! N my B sure so bored at office de lor... I wan faz faz recover then I jiu can go work ler lor... Buddha bless me^^

P/S:Dear frenzzz, thx for ur concern... I'll take good care of my self...

又是一个星期一

2009-07-20T14:49:00.000+01:00

Hmm... Actually ntg special about today de lar... I wan to post this blog is b coz my dear Jill Jill wan go study liao lor... After today n Wed I don think we have the chances to play badminton together... One at east one at west... Haiz... Holiday oso wont meet dao de lor I think... Sad dao:'( Haiz... I really miz our skul dayzzz... The time we can chit chat n say 38 together... Of coz drink strawberry bubble shake ya... Really sad dao shit jiang... Oredy so moody liao de lar, my dear Jill wan leave liao war... Lonely~~ I'm so lonely... I have no Jill Jill... All on my own...Sob sob:'(

A typical plus ordinary OL life~~

2009-07-18T11:56:00.000+01:00

Hmm... Long time no update ler lor... As they said, Chloe jie owaiz bc XQ til no time do other things... As shown in Wee Jek's blog, we r now working== He left me n B at my jiu jiu's acc firm... He works at bank wif Jy Chau... Luckily still got B acc me, if not I sure die of bored... Everyday oso work work work... Still got to O.T. tim... Make me cant go play badminton liao... Haiz...

Everyday jiu go lunch wif Wee Jek, Jy Chau n Ah Zhen... As Ah Zhen's work place near to Wee Jek thr so they cum join us or I n B go join them... Haha!!! If only we 2 lunch quite bored doh... Nite jiu da pau at Green Forest or Nostalgia or eat bread== Actually we r quite hardworking coz some of them left at 6pm especially QUEEN n her PRINCE&PRINCESS... QUEEN is not 老板娘of coz n PRINCE&PRINCESS is not 老板娘's children lar... 老板娘is my 舅母lor... Of coz she's very hardworking de lar... QUEEN here means GOSSIP QUEEN!!! This is the name given by me n B... Haha!!! Y she has this nice name is b coz she is really bc body... By this I mean that u gather one gang of ppl then talk in her room or talk at someone place... Really cant stand... N not gossip for a while de lor... Is like half an hour like that... Yish... Hate this kind of ppl... When my jiu jiu n jiu mu arrive office she jiu work "hardly" in her room... FISH!!! I'm being very sarcastic here, 坐房要有坐房的样lor k... Actually 看别人不顺眼是自己修养不够... 生气是拿别人的过错惩罚自己... Well, in this case, I learn to b more 大方... Hope that I can do it... 表面功夫我可以做到很好的... For those who r close wif me they sure understand this de lor...

Finish this month I'll quit my job as lots of things I got do get them done b4 I go for my further study... Still got 2 weeks to go... Haha!!

Hapee birthday to Uncle S.

2009-07-04T07:11:00.000+01:00

To Chloe jie jie's dear "kau fu" n little Chloe's Uncle Simon,

Wei, dear kau fu ar... Still think to giv u a big surprise geh lor... But the situation now is not allowing us to do so... Hmm... Help u celebrate after IELTS ya... U take care oo... Once again, hapee birthday to u^^

Chloe's Life

2009-07-01T13:32:00.000+01:00

Hmm... Long time no update ler lor juz b coz of the road extention... Haiz... I have get used to it ady... Streamyx=SHIT!!! Actually I have lots to share doh...

KK Trip
My KK trip... Jiu jiang lor... Got hapee dao~~ Went thr for 4 days 3 nitez jiang... I have gone bankruptcy... Juz bought 2clothes one pants for myself... Others sure all for my family n some frens lar... Oh ya... One of my fren who got something from me, as u say da jia jiang shou, so u nid not pay me the money... That is the gift from me ya... Although that day I say help u buy but it doesn't cost a lot so jiu don pay me ya... But I have a small small demand oo... That is I wan to eat brownie wif u^^ Jiu we 2 go eat jiang... Hmm... Not too over wat=p I have bought lots of things for my dear mummy coz there was SALE!!! Wahaha~~ No DOLCE GABANA thr... SAD:'( No buy dao perfume:'( I din live wif them at Permonade Hotel... Live at baby's home~~ Syok neh... Hang out together jiang... Go "Best Entertainment Destination" jiang... War... The bar台n舞池 really much more better than Tawau de lor... Thx oo BABY...~~ N n n... I got meet dao Zen Lin oo... Long time no c her ler oo... Hmm... She of coz still so pretty lar... Drink starbucks together jiang n she fetch me n baby go eat prawn noodle... WOW... Nice!!!

My 1st job
After back from KK trip... I jiu go liao 舅舅's accountant firm work lor with my dear 细B... Work liao one week de lor... Everyday oso OT... Haiz... My lovely Sunday oso got to work til 10pm++ Sat nite I sure go home earlier de lor... Coz wan go muvee... Who noes at laz din go dao... 几sad一下doh... Nvm... next time... Sry oo dear Jill din go muvee wif u...

P/s: Mr. B, u take care ya... N little Chloe's uncle S u oso got to take care k... If not no ppl help u celevrate birthday de lor>.<

Hapee Monday~~

2009-06-15T09:02:00.000+01:00

Huh~~~ This morning... Really in sweet dream n don wan to wake up doh... But today muz go to skul to attend assembly... Hao lor... Laz time liao... Go lar... Mr. Kow announce this n that... IELTS, GRADUATION... I realised that time really flies... I'm going to graduate soon^^

After assembly, go canteen hav breakfaz wif few frens... I think this should b the laz time for me to hav my breakfaz at skul as a student... Haha!! Then jiu go find my dear 瑞姐 chit chat... Really miz the time at high skul when she tought us chinese n the day we made dumpling n bao bao...^^

Then leh... The moz important event in today's life... Finally~~ I play dao badminton liao... Wahaha!! Really more than half year liao lor I din touch my racquet... Haiz... Becoz of that stupid stuff... Hoo hoo~~ Hapee dao~~~ Tired dao~~~ Enjoy dao~~~ But leh someone din cum war... Haiz, jiu noe her owaiz so bc de ma... Nvm... luckily CCY cum... The new court really fantastic... Better than somewhere laz time we go rite?? Kent... Can we go play badminton everyday?? I really eager to do so if we free... Keke^^

Really enjoy my life oo... Ntg to care about except IELTS lar... Hmm... Hang out wif frens... Badminton... My life is perfect wat... But then from tmr onwards I got to go to shop liao lor... Help xia mummy... Wow~~ Act as good gal... Hao lar not act is really help de... If everyday stay at home my life will b colourless...

My life after CIE^^

2009-06-13T09:58:00.001+01:00

Finally... It's over... Really don noe how I past my one month started from 13/05 til 12/06... Well, well, well, it's over^^ Hoo hoo~~ But I still hav an important exam--IELTS!!! Nvm, go tuition jiu can ler... Teacher Vivien will giv ur intensive tuition...

Wat m I going to do at this long long 3 months holiday?? Hmm... Tuition lor... N, b driver== Fetch that noob noob sis n bro... Phew~~ Nvm, after that I jiu go further study, no car drive de lor... So desperate for my KK trip neh... 19/06 juz go... They go earlier, then I juz go join them wif my DEAR KI... Stay at baby's home... Got bu hao yi si dao@@ But actually go thr I oso don noe wan do wat... Sure go drink starbucks 1st de... Hoo hoo~~ I miz my dear starbucks coffee^^ N oso secret recipe... Hmm, lasagna... Kent say Little Italian de not bad wor... Muz go try xia... Go thr sure keep eating de lor... Oh ya MCD too... Miz it!!! Actually I wan go KL find Foong them de, but daddy go at end of this month, n my IELTS exam on 11/07, so cant make it... Cant go KL ler... But I really really wish that he can bring me go India travel b4 I go further study oo... Hehe!!

Apple new laptop released ler... Woo hoo~~ Wait for long time liao ma... Finally... Hehe!! Today I go book liao... Nid one month juz arrive... As it juz released at USA so not so faz arrive M'sia de... Hmm... Nvm... I can wait for it... I oso wan buy new fon oo... N86?? SE Aino?? Don noe which one...@@ Any good suggestion??

2 days left...

2009-06-10T09:22:00.001+01:00

Huh... I really exhausted ady... Steal a bit time to write a blog... Keke^^ By the moment, I still left Acc paper 4, Econ paper 1&3... Juz 3 subjetcs but I'm not relax at all... I should be put in the laz effort that I could... To aim for the scholarship that is the laz thing that I can do... If I get 2A n 1B, IELTS is no longer required... PHEW~~~ CHLOE TAN, U CAN DO IT!!!

Woo hoo!!~~ Thx!!

2009-05-14T04:07:00.000+01:00

Oh yeah... My scholarship application has been accepted!!! Yeah yeah yeah!!! Really hapee about that... I should get 2A1B in my Cambridge exam so that I could retain my scholarship. Well, I muz work so hard for this CIE!! Juz hardworking for one month time... Cambridge exam!!! CHLOE TAN, U CAN DO IT!!! JUZ DO IT!!!

The laz study week in ISM...!!?? @.@

2009-04-05T04:54:00.000+01:00

My gosh... The laz week for me to study in ISM ady... Wat should I say?? My CIE is getting nearer... 13/05... 17days!!! I'm not yet ready!!! Should I say I've been wasting my time n cum out wif no result?? My 2nd trial exam... Haha!! Improve a bit... Juz a little bit... ECON!!! I'm totally disappointed wif myself... I've only study the essay guide that Christy giv us b4 the exam... I din even glance through those essays that she gave us laz yr... The very 1st time I get such poor result in my exam... Luckily is a big E... Still pass... From big C to big E... Drop 2 grade!!! Wat the!!! I muz put in more effort in my ECON!!! Someone can lend me a hand?? The moz worrying subject for me to do... Haiz... I think I din study n understand my extension topics well... Well... From now onwards, I'll put in more effort in my extension topic... Core topic I think I got to put it aside 1st...

One more thing which is oso annoying me... Where should I go to further my study?? UK?? Or hav twining programme in Malaysia... University of Liverpool hav giv me an attractive offer on scholarship... It's only 25% but it's great enuf... Y?? The initial tuition fee is 9400 pound... International students like me will automatically get 1000 pound scholarship... The minimum criteria to get the 25% scholarship is get 2A&1B... Sounds attractice wat... So I have chosen it for my firm choice... The insurance one will be University of Sheffield... This uni offer 50% schlolarship... Wow!!! 50%... I cant find any requirement for it n that's juz for international students... Wahaha... So I go n apply it... Since the uni hav sent me several mails about the scholarship... How good if I really get it n go thr study... Haha!! N my dad keep on encouraging me to go overseas to study for my degree courses... It's true wat... Wat for I waste my one n a half yr study A-level since I can apply for degree courses somewhere at KL wif my UEC result... Sitting for the CIE is the pass for me to go overseas... YA!! I absolutely agree wif daddy... I gonna put in more more more more moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...................... effort in this 17-day-time b4 my CIE!!!

So... I will not wan to hav any distraction on my studies... I think this is the laz post b4 I finish CIE... N I'll seldom on my MSN... Well well well... Currently the moz important thing to me is CAMBRIDGE INTERNATIONAL EXAM... Oh ya... I oso wan Mac Book Aluminuin plz... The 2.4Ghz that one... I plan to buy it after CIE... If not I'll stick on it 24 hours... Haha!!!

WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON??

2009-04-03T11:08:00.000+01:00

AGAIN AGAIN AND AGAIN...
Y THIS SHIT THING HAPPEN AGAIN??
REALLY SHIT ONE ERR!!!
CANT THINK THOROUGHLY B4 MAKING JUDGEMENT??
DO U THINK THAT WAT U JUDGE IS THE FACT??
NOT THE 1ST TIME ADY!!!
NO EFFORT GOT TO PUT IN TO CORRECT THE SITUATION...
WORTHLESS!!!
DISAPPOINTED WIF UR ACTION...
BETTER THINK CAREFULLY B4 U JUDGE SOMETHING...
IT'S UNFAIR TO OHTERS...
ESPECIALLY UR "HER" OR "HIM"!!!